Tiresome, isn't it.
Every time this debate has played out over the years. Every single time we have to listen to people condemning Joel & calling him all the selfish pieces of shit under the sun.
For saving the life of a child that he loved.
Riiight...
But then when it comes to the Fireflies, those good guys trying to save humanity, those terrorists responsible for how many bombings? How many deaths? Those stand up characters ready to
murder a child? All the excuses of the day get trotted out for them. It's the bigger picture yo. The needs of the many fam.
The truth is that the world of the first game was populated with monsters. The infected & the humans. Joel, Tess, the Fireflies & everybody else.
Ellie represented innocence & actual, real humanity. Something good. She rekindled Joel's humanity & their relationship became one of real, human love. Over the course of their journey together, they convinced themselves that the Fireflies also represented something good but when it came to judgement time they didn't. The Fireflies failed. They may have started out with noble goals but they had become monsters too, as proven by their willingness to
murder an innocent child, which is wrong & it doesn't matter how you try to dress it up for goodness sake.
In the end, it took a monster to see the other monsters for what they were. Joel was no angel. He had become a bad, bad man during that 20 year gap but by the end his eyes had been opened once again by Ellie & he rediscovered what it was to be good again. It was as simple as being a loving father. So he was perfectly placed to see straight through Marlene & the Fireflie's shoddy, bullshit justifications & he was more than capable of doing what was necessary to stop their horrific act, with his own horrific act.
There were no angels in part 1, with the possible exception of Ellie. There were different monsters. Some of them were unaware & simple, like the infected. Some of them fully aware & nihilistic, like the hunters. Some of them completely deluded & in the end very dangerous, like the Fireflies. Some of them had been brutal & nasty but by the end, were trying to change & be better again, like Joel.
But forget all of that. Joel was just a selfish piece of shit who doomed humanity there's nothing else to say end of story