Then I got hired for the staff of the AMC show The Killing, so I learned a lot about being on-set and in production. I was in the writers room, and the show runner let the writers come up to be on-hands producer on episodes, so I learned a lot there. But after the series aired, I was really dissatisfied by it, ultimately. It might just be my more novelistic bent, but seeing how television got made, I thought I could do it better. Not better than the show, but I thought I should be working on my own vision, if I can make it happen.
I want to be the guiding vision. I don't do well serving someone else's vision. I'm not at my best there, and I dont think Im worth as much to the people who pay me. I did about two weeks in the writers room on The Killings second season, and I asked out.