It's cool, i did what i did, payed for it, came back stronger. 15 years now. Anyaway don't mean to derail the thread, my point was that we are responsible for our action, at the time some people put the blame on the guys i hung out with, i never did. It was always my fault.Don't know why people are being shitheads about that. Happy that you can be accepting of your past and that it seems like you got help with recovery. Keep it up.